| One Wish |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|07:14 am] |
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| | "Reinventing Your Exit" - Underoath | ] |
once again, what can i do? i'm stuck with only one thing on my mind...lindsay. you know, with all thats been going down..the cancer, the lies and b.s., my feelings towards the ladies, everything...if i could have one wish, and only one, you know what it would be? no, not kelda. to be cured? ERRRT WRONG! it would be to have lindsay go back out with me for 1 week. why just a week you ask? well, because thats long enough for her to see the changes that have happened since before she went to the lake a month ago. and if she wasn't the happiest she's ever been during that week, she could tell me to piss off and it'd be ok. of course, it'll never happen. about as likely as kelda and britney calling me right now asking me out...HA! GGGOOODDD linds has no idea about all this...i mean how much could 1 week hurt a person? not at all really, but no matter what i think about, what i do, i can't get lindsay out of my head. the only way to get her off my mind, is to blow it out...with a bullet. she has my heart. she has since aug. 2001. and she has my life in her hands. what she decides to do with it is up to her, but whatever she does, will affect everybody. God, was i really that bad? i mean, if this is just another one of your dumb jokes, it's not funny. i dunno. i gotta go work on my money situation some more.
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